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Feeling like crap

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 2, 2008, 11:15 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Goodbye
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Whatever the heck is on tv
  • Playing: No maplestory
  • Eating: rather starve
  • Drinking: why does it matter
Just one of those days when you just feel like shit.
-You have noting to look forward to
-Everyone is ganging up on you for the littlest mistake
-No one really listens to you and after it happeneing for so long you hold a lot of anger
-feel like shit so long you really dont care about anything
-Its paradise to not actually have to do someone elses bidding
-----being able to actually have 1 hour of free time
-----being happy once in a while
-Having to do everything a certian way so that the person is happy even tough you dont end up happy your self
-never being happy your self but the other people that you do shit for is and they never ask about your happiness
-complain how bad a person they are and yet they still continue to do the same thing over and over and over
-say crap about thems selves over and over and over and over
-trying to make you feel bad and make you cry
-Forcing you into situations
-trying but end up having it slaped back into your face constantly
-- after dealing with this so long you end up emotionally retarded because you cant feel anything anymore and you want to make the other person feel bad
--becoming seriously depressed most of the time because of them
--having to watch what you say or do all the time
--TRYING TO ACCEPT WHO THEY ARE BUT YOU TELL TEM OVER AND OVER THAT SOME THINGS BOTHER YOU BUT THEY KEEEEP ON DOING IT MAKE IT KINDA HARD TO ACCEPT WHO THEY ARE IF THEY KEEP DOING WHAT BOTHERS YOU TH MOST
---saying all this stuff/fluff and never really puttint it out
NEVER LISTENING OR EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU
MAKING YOU FEEL SELFISH ALL THE TIME
MAKGN YOU FEEL ABSOLUTLY NOTHING SO BAD THAT YOU COULD GET STABED BY A SERIAL KILLER AND REALLY DONT CARE IF YOU DIE OR NOT
CONCLUSION:
LIFE SUCKS, PEOPLE SUCK, EVERYTHING IN THIS PLANET SUCKS

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: North carolina home of the weirdo's
  • Interests: Anything japanese + art + brett
  • Favourite movie: LOTRS, harry potter , corpes bride , nightmare before x-mas
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic! at the disco,my chemical romance, green day, FOB , american rejects , seether, and others
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, j-pop, goth, emo, ect what ever catches my fancy
  • Favourite artist: I dont have a favorite but i do admire alot of people
  • Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe
  • MP3 player of choice: Anytype that lets me listen to my music
  • Favourite game: Kingdom hearts 1+2
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2/wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Right now its izumi from Tenshi Ja nai later it will probibly be Kakashi
  • Personal Quote: Artist change what you feel and think so... arent we all artists?
  • Tools of the Trade: mech. 0.5 pencil, PSPx, brush markers, 0.1 pen, prismacolor color pencils, NEOPIKO MARKERS

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Devious Comments

~anna-beth:iconanna-beth: Mar 15, 2008, 10:18:23 PM
Thanks for the fave! ^^

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~My-Plastic-Existence:iconMy-Plastic-Existence: Jan 29, 2008, 2:07:15 AM
Hello. Thanks alot & more for adding WR to favourites! And for passing by :D

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~Miryuan-san:iconMiryuan-san: Jan 10, 2008, 7:24:52 PM
Yay this is my first comment to you XD!!

I love you
~tama-chan220:icontama-chan220: Jan 2, 2008, 1:05:39 PM
Thankyou for the :+fav:!

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~Spoon-chan:iconSpoon-chan: Nov 30, 2007, 8:16:33 PM
lol i love you icon
*copies it*

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*HatakeKelley:iconHatakeKelley: Aug 20, 2007, 11:29:03 AM
Thanks for the fave!

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~edge-freak:iconedge-freak: Feb 24, 2007, 6:46:11 PM
hello random deviant

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*ryuuenx:iconryuuenx: Sep 28, 2006, 2:08:32 AM
thanks for the :+fav:!

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~boredhorror:iconboredhorror: Sep 21, 2006, 4:54:02 PM
:hug: thanks for the +fav on my pakkun costume :D

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~Spoon-chan:iconSpoon-chan: Sep 20, 2006, 2:50:46 PM
Yea! the series Vampire Knight. ^0^

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Row row row your boat gentley down the stream
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~SakiYoko:iconSakiYoko: Sep 17, 2006, 8:08:51 PM
Your icon..looks like Matsuri Hinoartwork
*o*

Well I'm not sure..but is it?

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Hmm you seem awfuly familiar..?!? Have I stalked you before? <33
~Katana86:iconKatana86: Sep 4, 2006, 1:45:10 AM
thank you much for the fav.

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~kupocchi:iconkupocchi: Sep 3, 2006, 6:43:02 PM
Thank you for the fav! :heart:

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~Timothylok:iconTimothylok: Aug 21, 2006, 3:51:14 PM
thanx fir the fav

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~zetsumei-kusabana:iconzetsumei-kusabana: Aug 18, 2006, 11:24:04 AM
Ah, thank you for the comment! I like your gallery too! ^_^

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~wonderbear:iconwonderbear: Aug 7, 2006, 6:23:56 AM
Thanks a lot for the fav ^^

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~Squee215:iconSquee215: Aug 6, 2006, 11:00:49 AM
:heart:

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~Spoon-chan:iconSpoon-chan: Jul 28, 2006, 8:47:05 PM
your welcome

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Row row row your boat gentley down the stream
merrily merrily life is but a dream
~Spoon-chan:iconSpoon-chan: Jul 26, 2006, 6:22:15 PM
you are very much welcome ^^

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Row row row your boat gentley down the stream
merrily merrily life is but a dream